Lunatics


Isn't it amazing, that we're all looking at the same moon no matter where we are - be it in any corner of a place in this world or despite the timezone differences. 

I do adore twinkle little stars but somehow, the realization that the moon I look at each time is the same and unchanging made me adore the moon more. Knowing that  c h a n g e  is really what have been constant and, perhaps for an unchanging moon do gave me some sort of assurance. At least there is one thing that I know of, that doesn’t  c h a n g e  in this world no matter how much time passes, how much people change, or how much things fades.

Whenever I get home late, I’d look up to the sky after getting down from my car just to see if there's any glimpse of Mrs Moon (Mrs Moon because it feels like the moon wrapped the earth with a warm beam) that I can catch that night. And when I do, there's always a smile carved on my face no matter how bad life can be at that point of time. It's that little assurance Mrs Moon gave me that things will get better eventually :)
  
Despite the timezones, different geographical places, the compass needled North, South, East, West, we are all  connected just by looking at the moon. Isn't that a special kind of bond among humans and the universe that spins around us? 

I love looking up to the moon, adoring its beauty in silence - and that maybe someone is looking at the same moon same time. 

Do yourself a huge favor - look up at the moon, we'll be looking at the same time... There's a reason we're called lunatics.


p/s It's gonna be a wide range of blog posting, be it my life sharing experience,reviews, discoveries, obsession, or all sort of things. At the same time, I think it is an opportunity/alternative for me to learn how to put out my feelings better with words. I realized that I'm REALLY like reallyyy bad expressing myself at some things verbally when in fact I felt so much more of depth inside of me. Plus having a resting bitch face is also one thing -.-. I do know that it's not gonna be any easier for people to guess me out *punching-self*. 

I liked writing, not sure if anyone gonna read them (my vents, feelings, opinions) but I just thought I shouldn't stop doing what I like. Probably wouldn’t be writing from time by time or as much :| 

Till next post, 


Sheryl D x

   

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