Tiny Hopes

Don't expect so much, so you won't be disappointed as much.
But still, there's always some hope deep inside of us and what they're called? 
T i n y  hopes. 

I've put everything down to this tiny hopes,
but yet you never fail,
to prove how bad those tiny hopes can crush inside emotionally.

So tiny, but it still crushes inside.
So tiny, yet you have the power over them.
In any games, the upper hand always wins.

I hope we all know when to leave, and have the courage to walk away from things that doesn’t meant any good for us.

Here's to more positive vibes ☼



Sheryl D x 

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