For Now
Good night and good morning to you humans - it's 12:42am here.
Job Status : Unemployed
Current Status : Broke but trying to make a living
It's been 3 weeks since I've moved to the city of kl.
Initially I wanted to move in once I secured a job, but a change of plan I decided to move in earlier though I couldn't land a job as soon as I thought.
It was also for interview convenience purposes, as going back and forth from melaka to kl just for interviews is a waste of petrol & time and also it's only matter of time that I eventually move to kl.
The market is quite slow in hiring at the moment since it's almost end of the year.
Basically it's not the season of hiring :/
Still, no man should give up - nobody really knows how this luck thing works.
I went for interview and more interviews, literally I'm at this waiting phase to get respond from companies. I do hope to get a call back from this particular company that I really wanted to work with so badly.
So here I am... typing in my rented space in this city that I always wanted to come back. The city where I see myself starting a career with where I previously did my internship and liked it better here - opportunities, varieties, people, etc.
There's just more to see in the city.
The first week was fine as I got myself busied up to settle things down.
Then after things got settled, that's when the emptiness sets in I guess.
Bummer that my cousin went to for a trip in Bangkok with her boyfriend so I was all alone at home.
I practically had the most minimal human interactions during that 4 days, and it was quite bad.
After all I'm sort of new in town and barely knows anybody.
But I did managed to catch a few short meetups with friends who I know of are working and living in kl.
The thing is I have never felt this much of need or urge to talk to another human being before! :o
Communication is the key guys, it's real.
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alone
I’m literally doing all sort of things by myself that I don’t usually do back at home - go to the mall alone to fill my time, eating alone and etc.
It's like I am really taking care of myself without my parents here to catch me, I mean it's not like I've not been taking of myself back home.
It's just that being out here alone honestly, it's quite a different experience (not a spoilt kid, just that I’ve been comfortably living in my safe zones) I guess those who went out to work and live alone away from your family will understand how I feel rn. Either way, I feel you guys too!
Being out here, it really is a responsible to myself in making sure of my well-being and the only way to continue is being strong and keep going.
After all, no matter what happens - me, myself, and I is the only person I can depend on.
So it takes a lot of mental efforts to keep myself staying positive and some days it’s definitely not easy.
... feels like life somehow starts from here.
I never had the gut to go to a restaurant and dine in alone, but I did.
Just needed to make sure I did not starve myself! I can't afford to lose any more weight again by not having meals properly.
My first solo dine in was at a japanese ramen shop and it is intimidating to catch stares I would say.
But then it gets better after a few attempts, now I'm pretty fine to dine in alone.
Still I'd prefer to have somebody to dine with though.
After solo dining for three times, I noticed that it is not uncommon to see other people who eats alone too.
Probably because it’s the city, it’s exciting but sometimes it's cold.
Anyways I have sort of adapted living by myself.
Almost comfortable with the uncomfortable.
Well I’m hoping to meet more people and make some new friends :)
I also did some exploration in the city today.
From catching sunsets to city lights, I'm still that spontaneous explorer wherever I am heheh.
Ending this post with a shot I am so satisfied with while doing the explores.
It's an escalator connecting to the mall and I loved how much perspective the design gave out.
The photographer side in me screams for photos like this!
Here's a good read: This Is What Self-Care Really Means
Till then,
Sheryl D x
Job Status : Unemployed
Current Status : Broke but trying to make a living
It's been 3 weeks since I've moved to the city of kl.
Initially I wanted to move in once I secured a job, but a change of plan I decided to move in earlier though I couldn't land a job as soon as I thought.
It was also for interview convenience purposes, as going back and forth from melaka to kl just for interviews is a waste of petrol & time and also it's only matter of time that I eventually move to kl.
The market is quite slow in hiring at the moment since it's almost end of the year.
Basically it's not the season of hiring :/
Still, no man should give up - nobody really knows how this luck thing works.
I went for interview and more interviews, literally I'm at this waiting phase to get respond from companies. I do hope to get a call back from this particular company that I really wanted to work with so badly.
So here I am... typing in my rented space in this city that I always wanted to come back. The city where I see myself starting a career with where I previously did my internship and liked it better here - opportunities, varieties, people, etc.
There's just more to see in the city.
The first week was fine as I got myself busied up to settle things down.
Then after things got settled, that's when the emptiness sets in I guess.
Bummer that my cousin went to for a trip in Bangkok with her boyfriend so I was all alone at home.
I practically had the most minimal human interactions during that 4 days, and it was quite bad.
After all I'm sort of new in town and barely knows anybody.
But I did managed to catch a few short meetups with friends who I know of are working and living in kl.
The thing is I have never felt this much of need or urge to talk to another human being before! :o
Communication is the key guys, it's real.
//////////////
alone
I’m literally doing all sort of things by myself that I don’t usually do back at home - go to the mall alone to fill my time, eating alone and etc.
It's like I am really taking care of myself without my parents here to catch me, I mean it's not like I've not been taking of myself back home.
It's just that being out here alone honestly, it's quite a different experience (not a spoilt kid, just that I’ve been comfortably living in my safe zones) I guess those who went out to work and live alone away from your family will understand how I feel rn. Either way, I feel you guys too!
Being out here, it really is a responsible to myself in making sure of my well-being and the only way to continue is being strong and keep going.
After all, no matter what happens - me, myself, and I is the only person I can depend on.
So it takes a lot of mental efforts to keep myself staying positive and some days it’s definitely not easy.
... feels like life somehow starts from here.
I never had the gut to go to a restaurant and dine in alone, but I did.
Just needed to make sure I did not starve myself! I can't afford to lose any more weight again by not having meals properly.
My first solo dine in was at a japanese ramen shop and it is intimidating to catch stares I would say.
But then it gets better after a few attempts, now I'm pretty fine to dine in alone.
Still I'd prefer to have somebody to dine with though.
After solo dining for three times, I noticed that it is not uncommon to see other people who eats alone too.
Probably because it’s the city, it’s exciting but sometimes it's cold.
Anyways I have sort of adapted living by myself.
Almost comfortable with the uncomfortable.
Well I’m hoping to meet more people and make some new friends :)
I also did some exploration in the city today.
From catching sunsets to city lights, I'm still that spontaneous explorer wherever I am heheh.
Ending this post with a shot I am so satisfied with while doing the explores.
The photographer side in me screams for photos like this!
Here's a good read: This Is What Self-Care Really Means
Till then,
Sheryl D x
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